it's was the forth day..
i'm feeling better..
but still confused..
if there a chance..
will i??
i jus dun know..

went for work..
feeling is already been very bad..
but my fucking supervisor is was like..
wish to see faster get out of here..
if i dun help..
for wat i come..
call mi stay at home lor..
last day jus go and put back my things..
tat's all..

but wat the fuck..
she was like asking mi stupid question..
'why are u here?'
of coz help la..
then say..
'dun need ur help..she can do herself..'
wtf..she dun even understand..
tell mi tis better..
'dun need u to be here..u can go home'
wow.. i will jus take my bag and leave..

haiz..
dun care abt her..
last 2 days onli..
dun need to see her fucking face..
same goes to jennifer..
at abt 10 plus..
i recevied his msg..
saying..
"Bro,wan to come out for drink?
had not been work for 2 days..
same goes to my slp..
u know mi well..
for the first time i do alot of thing..
for her..
but in the end wat i get?..
jus a small promise of her..
also cannot hav it..?"

i was like heartbroken..
heart beat to fast tat going to drop out..
i been reading the msg for a few time..
then out of sudden..
he call..
so i answered..
then he say..

He : sry..msg too fast..send wrong..
mi : i know..do i look like ur bro??
He : *laugh*
Mi : so where are u going?
He : i dun know where to go?
Mi : so u nv been work for 2 days?
He : ya..
Mi : i nv been work for 3 days..
He : Oh...
Mi : so jus now where u go?
He : East Coast..
Mi : nv bring mi go?
He : u nv call mi?
Mi : I dun dare..
He : I also dun dare to call u..
Mi : oh..so u wan to meet mi awhile..
He : Hmmm..all rite..i now to meet u..
Mi : ok..

tat when we are patch back..
we muz change our attitude..
our temper..
hope we will change..
God bless US bah!!