for the last 2 days..
had been making myself busy..
haiz..jus bcoz can't meet him..
onli know how to say need time..
i really dun know wat to say..
i really tired of being like tat..
i can't be myself..
i hate the way i am now!!..
jus dun understand why i become like tat..
tis few yr..
no freedom..
no friends..
can't go & do watever i feel like doing..
i'm not happy at all!!

think through today morning..
when i was bathing..
jus suddenly thought of it..
why my life can't be satisfied..
haiz.. =(
so angry & mad at myself now!!
why u jus dun understand how i feel..
yes..i'm in a wrong..
but why muz i get treated tis way ?
been crying for u for so long..
i really dun wish to shed a tear for u anymore..
i jus hate the way u treated mi..
u jus dun understand!!!!
i hate u!!!